God damn it
The words ring through my ears
“Oops, happened again,
but don’t worry this is last time.”
The last time,
Like the last week was the last time
and the weekend before that was the last time?
It’s always the last time
How come it’s never now?
How come you promise but then blow me off?
How come you’re the one who makes the mistakes,
But I have to explain them?
Why the hell does everyone have to lay their blame on me?
Is it my fault?
Did I do something?
No
Why can’t anyone see I’m human too?
I’m not the super hero you portray me to be
In fact,
I’m only me